So I’m thinking about that memoir I set aside and picking it back up again. Just for something to do. Maybe a way to put my mental health advocate hat on a little more firmly. I remember taking chapters of that initial draft to a writing critique group and thinking they didn’t understand the memoir genre. So I stopped going. Maybe time to look at those first couple chapters with new eyes? Develop a new plan and start writing?
I spent an hour and a half looking at what I had already written, and blog posts I had inserted to condense down later. Seems like I only got through the first 2 years out of the 7 I’ve lived with the diagnosis and the constant med changes. By looking through blog posts, I filled in the hospitalizations since January 2015 when I stopped the memoir, I guess. Turns out I have been hospitalized 40 times in 7 years. Good grief! I wish it would stop. I wish I wouldn’t feel guilty and embarrassed about the high number. I told my current psychiatrist that it was over 30. Guess I should update him.
So what do YOU think should be in the story of being Suddenly Bipolar? All suggestions welcome!